Today watches the Future

Amidst all the excitement and celebration of the new year and all the change I hope it brings I h e begun to feel more of the uncertainty and instability that is not only inherent but also somewhat unnerving.

I am not in control here. So that's what it feels like! And the one thing I've learned already? If others are feeling bombarded, blind-sided or blown away too it's best to acknowledge what of those feelings are, in fact, theirs and not yours. I'm working on that one...

Bombarded Blind-Sided Blown Away

Thin strips of Future

dangling fading

in and out of view.

Here I sit

stunned and gazing

as the Past

stares right through

and I do too.

No names for all the waving slivers

clear or fog

I reach for few

watching o'er weakness,

unclear distinctions floating past

witness to waking

subtle quaking

compensating

for blurry recognition of the strips I've cast.

My Future bands now sewn up tight

I pass through motionless

soft sheer of time

bombarded

blind-sided

blown away

by that, as named, Today

dressed in foreshadows

reflecting on light.

Poem by LyndiaP January 3, 2011